Before i leave for Beijing , Let the photos do the talkings yeah :DD

Finally, blogger works !

This is how Girlfriend had her ice-cream !

The Cathay. Spot me ? Tweessssssss !!

LOL

Andrew kept on sneezing. OMGH !!

Like almost to 50 plus ?

hahahahah

Here the seaxy leg , Kaiwen :D

&&&& his spectacles.

Gf said i look like a teacher.

LOL

Here's Kimbkimb !!

Last but not least , ME !!
Everyone , miss me okay !!!
LOL

Hey yo !

I'm sososo lazy to update anymore.

So many happy things happened .

If interested , can visit girlfriend's blog (:

I've packed my luggage and i kept decreasing the amount of things inside

hahahahah ! Alright alrght , i'm having a wedding dinner tonight .

Oh yah , i just woke up not long :X

I've sososo many photos to upload , but still , blogger sucks.

SO , i'll do it once i'm back.

And , this will be my last post before i head to Beijing.

DON'T let my tagboard rot please.

&&&& Gf , Kimb , WeiJie and the rest , i'll miss you guys

Will be back , and again , hang out together :DDDD

BYEEEE PEOPLEE

Do misss okayyyss ??!!

I'm leaving for Beijingggg !!!

You know ? You know ?

I've received a message from her ,

what about you ?

LOL !

Miss me alright people

Will be back with YUMYUMS(ihope)

&&& thanks for the prezzie eh , (appreciated :D)

i've got a bastard who called me a bitch , Ken !

hey you !!

Grrrrrrrr !

What's the problem man ?

Having fever , stomach flu

What's more ?

Medicine medicine.

I seriously hate it.

GRRRRRRRRR

Intend to upload the photos i had with Kimberly , but couldn't.

Shit blogger.

Oh well , actually , i've already prepared myself to go out to meet her just now,

But , i went to bed and i just got up

Sorry sorry !
Now , i'm having great headach.

Thanks eh ?

Panodol pleasee !!!

Out with them ..

My heart beats a million

Met Kimberly at 4 after she woke up from her beauty sleep.

Trained to Bugis , and i'm looking for my hoodie.

Saw one at Topshop, but the size is too big. SAD !

Instead, i've got myself another cap-on. I LOVE NY !!

Walked around , went to AMK to meet WeiJie. Girlfriend couldn't come out.

I got myself a ear stud and i'm loving it.

They went to play pool and i studied for Chinese.

I'm a good girl now.

SO everybody , do mug hard and good luck for tommorrow.
Don't forget to bring your IC ro Ezlink card and DICTIONARY !!

I hate to choose ...

I hate this , and i really mean it.

Cos' i know , either one will get hurt.

Like what happened in the past.

I need some time ,

really some time to take a break.

If you really love me ,

you'll respect my decision.

Thanks.

:DD

Concert was a SUCCESS !! And now, i'm leaving for Beijing in just next week !

I'm looking forward to have fun , to learn all sorts of dance , but ! Not looking

forward to study =X. But well , i have to. I have to mug now. Really. Tommorrow's Olevel Chinese . I hope i can do well. That's what i wish for now. Don't disturb me , i want to be alone. :D

I've sort out my mind ,
I've got the facts in my heart ,
I know what i really want ,
Like finally ?....

Oh well , after thinking for a day and a night.

I finally get to realise , what i'm holding on to.

Actually , all along ,

I've been trying to lie to myself.

Yes , when we're together ,

i can really love you .

And i really do so.

But what comes to my second thought is ,

was that really love of some childish naive act ?

Perhaps , i'm just holding on and couldn't bear to let it go.

Cause' all long , i just want to last and lasting is my aim ,

but not happiness.

That causes quarrellments again and again i guess.

I only care to last but not any other thing.

That's selfish , i know .

Now everything is over ,

i've gonna tell you the truth.

Maybe , i'm just too young to have you at that tme.

Both of us have different thoughts.

Your drastic change ,

makes me wonder,

have you really love me so much like you used to tell me ?

Oh well ,

now , what you care is about your WP.

And what i care now is , to play hard and study hard ,

but , play less , study more.

So everybody ,

I've untie the knot in my heart now ,

okay , let put it this way ,

like long time ago i've already did that , but i didn't know.

Once again , if fate is really there for us ,

no matter what happens in future , we'll still meet one day :DD

AT least , we once shared everything, live together for 2 years

Concert ! concert tonight, and i mean TODAYY !!
Oh well , i think i better set off to school now.

Gonna buy lots of tibits there.

HAHAHAHHA !

STRESS ? HAPPY ? SAD ? ANGRY ?
DILEMMA IS THE RIGHT WORD

Ended dance rather late yesterday and had the urge to eat Macdonale. I told Jaclyn , if anyone were to buy me Mac , i'll love that person to hell. LOL. She was like , ''okay , i go buy''. Nice one but say without action =X . LOL. I hurted my left leg yesterday and it's still painful. Performance day tommorrow and i guess it is going to be a fun one. Alright , here i am talking rubbish. Cause my brain is thinking of rubbish.ahahaha.

Please don't regret

That's what I have been saying....

Am i dumb or something ?

Am i writing all these to let the readers read

Or to let the one who i intend to let him knows read ?

I must be crazy.

How will he get to know when he seems ignorance ?

When he don't care what the hell is all happening ?

He don't have to struggle , i have too.

I'm glad that you still care , but why do you still do so ?

I know your answer would be because I'm your friend.

Bullshit !
You know , i have yet to treat you as friend , BUTT ! someone

i can't leave without.

Whenever i think of what you've said the very first time ,

i just hope that will happen.

I remember you once held my hands ,

to ask for eternity.

So , this is your eternity ?

ahahahah !

When are you gonna pick me up ?
From where i've fell ?

I've once picked you up from where you fell ,

when is your turn ?

I guess , I'm just hoping for the impossible.

The heart that was penetrated with thousands million of cruel words ,

of hurting treatments , has yet to be cured. So when will it be then ?

I'm still waiting for that miracle...

Should i be happy or sad ?

At the beginning of the year ,

i set an aim of 10 points for my Olevel

and i'm mugging so hard , knowing that i've nothing to

worry about cause everything seems so smoothly.

But , there isn't always a never ending smoothing road.

And here i am , dropping out of my aim , just to overcome every single thing.

NO ! I'm not stupid , and i don't even want things to happen this way

either. Things are just out of my control. Put yourself in me then. Easy to be said than done , i guess. What i'm doing now , is just something that can really makes me happy . You got to know , i'm not like you. You can forget every single wee bit of thing , but not me. When i'm on the stage , i don't show how terrible i am , but just to act that everything is just so fine , so enjoying. But behind it , you'll never be able to feel the pain , the everything. How much effort i've put in to forget everything , but still failed. Because i remembered , i once wrote your name and mine , on a big rock.... Thanks for your care and concern though ..

If you want me to love you ,

I will.

Because you aren't erased away ,

but , a scar that was left behind ...

But i guess , your heart had already flew away...

A video for the time being (:

This is what fun is all about (:

Was out for '' What Happen In Vegas'' yesterday with Ky (:

Let's rate it 5/5 ?

Alright , it's super funny and the one beside is a poor thing.

LOL

Each time i laugh , he would get slap on his arm.

SORRYY !

After that , went to have dinner and Haagen Danz ,

my love , MACADAMIA NUT !!

hahaha. Also , went to meet up with Girlfriend and friends at Cineleisure.

Saw darlShuwen there. It's been so long i've seen her, i last worked with her.

Oh well, missed !
Was discussing where to go and all of us decided to go BQ.

With Girlfriend , Weijie , Ky and friends.

After that , saw gf's friend's.

At frist , they went singing there and after that they decided to head out to Paporazzy.

Actually i wanted to go home , but they kept asking me to enter.

LOL !

Still , i went.

I never regret going in (:

I enjoy myself :DD

At least , i've learnt something !
Thanks , Keith-fel or something ?

lol.

If time is meant to be ,

it'll be :DDD

I'm at girlfriend's house now
waiting for her
Oh well , i'm tire but yet energetic
I love my life now ,
I've never had such feelings for the past years ,
I have people who loves me :DD

I'm afraid , i've fall in love with you :DD

OUCHH !!

I feel pain on the left hand side of my stomach ?

I don't know whats that

Whatever . I'm tired after medication.

So i think , i'm going to bed soon

results will be out tommorrow

not excited at all cause i know, it was badly done

Thanks (:

I'm tiredddd. So , just enjoy the photos. :D

I lost to this Ky up there ): He forced me to play advance WHEN i don't even know how to play beginner !well....

Andd this is what girlfriend is for (:

Ilove you lesbian ! :DDD

There you goes ,

i'm crazy again.

Baby , i love you :DDD

WHY AM I ALWAYS INFECTED WITH SOME VIRUS ?

WHTEVER OKAY !

Girlfriend accompanied me to see doctor.Waited hell long , wondering what the doctor was doing , but in the end , her service is good. Lols. Kayong came to find me ;DDD Alright , let's not elaborate what had happened. I'm tired. Saw Aloy , Zhenghuang and Junjie too. Toot hairstyle :D

Just came back from tuitionn.

Something scary is happening.

Was wondering what Girlfriend's blog was scolding.Ended up , she told me. There's this guy who always read her blog , wanted to know me. He said he will buy 60tickets and handphone from her if she introduse me to him. Crazy uh ? I've never seen such disgusting , horrible , and i don't know guy who thinks he's so rich , so what ? Like what girlfriend said , please don't treat girls who go for men for money. HELLLL !!

Shopping with Precious makes me high.
Hahaa.

Bought so many things , a top , a dress , a pair of sandles and a hat which i've been craving for so long. Oh well, was wondering if i'll wear it out. But who cares . Just buy and keep , i'm happy enough !! No photo taken. Instead, photos with girlfriends. :D

It's WEEKENDDDD BABIES !

&&&& Prelims are over ,

so why bother staying at home using computer now ?

hahaah !

alright alright.

Basically ,i'm KIND ENOUGH to accompany Girlfriend to REPUBLIC POLY to watch some basketball match

LMAO ! Ahahah , i didn't watch , instead , i watch weisiaoPASTA !

so nice can !!

Yuhyuh , there's this guy , Ivan ,friend of Ken , jokingly said wanted to send me home from WOODLANDS to BEDOK ! crazy can. OMGH ! I wouldn't even do this luh.LOLS.LMAO

&& I'm going out with precious on Sundayyyyy !
and i've rejected ky once aginn

sorryyy luh , she asked me first

but as promised , nextt sundayy :D

ahahah. You want to book me forever eh ,

then pay me reservation fee lor .LOLS!!
Not to forget , ' boyfriend' was so kind enough to send me messages throughout the examinations period ! hahaha. He says i'm his eternal baby and will love me for eternity ! LOLS ! i'll love you too. hahahaha. LOVES ! LOLLLS !!!

Alright , i'm tire. I need to watch my weixiaopasta nowww

BYEE and sweetdreams !

I guess , you're losing soonn...

Biology papers sucks ?

LOL

or rather can i say , all papers sucks ?

well well, they don't , but i do

cause , i didn't really study.

Relax !

I'm mugging soon for Prelim 2.

I feel so nice when i hear that

But everything is just otherwise

My loveeeeelyy girlfrienddd !

Hello everybody. Alright morning-called ky this morning as promised (:

He told me he was very tired and asked me if he can dont't attend school.

And obviously, i said NO ! lols. Oh well , he went after that. hahah. Cute guy :DDD

It's been such a tiring day. I am really so tire. Biology examination tommorrow. Yawns , bored !

You have yet to lose in this battle

:DDDDD

Alright , went to find LP

Had fun. Know two more friends, Ruth and i forgot ! sorry

haha

Went Cineleisure , saw that guy Edmund.

Lols. Ask him help Lp buy tickets , he said you accompany me dance luh !

=.=''

Lols. Then Brenda's bf was like , ''huh?! nowadays dance partner must book first one uh''

LAME LUH !

Andddd that stupiddd LP , kept making fun of USSS !!!!

GRRRRR !!!!

Oh well , anyway , i'm back home now :DDD

I seriously hate people ,

who don't dare to show that what they actually are

and behind asking people something else.

Cowardly asking .

LOLS !

But thanks by the way (:

If you really want to ask ,

come straight to me :DD

I'll glad to answer .

Alright , my lips are tearing due to the hot and dry weather

Just had my hair cut just now .

I feel that it's better this way

Yeah.

I'm feeling so tiredd now

Waiting for my pizza to arrive

Lols. BOREDD !

Changing into someone better ,

is better than changing into someone that becoming worse,

So , which one are you ?

A guy with dimples ,

is my new love :DDD

HEY MIND YOU !!!

I don't give a F about how bad i treated you

cause at least , i know i've tried my best to treat you better than you did

Thanks !

Some people see differently ,

but you must know the fact.

yes, he can be a nice guy

The most wonderful boyfriend

But you see , if he really is one ,

up to now , there wouldn't be so many things that happened .

Things that happened are something what outsiders wouldn't got to understand.

Yes , we can be very close when we are together,

so what ? Bad news always started spreading to me

Not from your friends surprisingly

Not bad eh .

How can all these happened ?

Actually , you said i do things too far

but what about you ?

Making the whole world know about us becoming like this ,

not too far ?

Think about it , do you think is good ?

hahaha ! Crap !

Yes , i may not love you anymore

but , honestly , i do care still

what have make you turn out to be like this ?

a someone , who used to be so nice , so wonderful ,

so caring ,who knows what he is doing ,

becoming someone who become so flirt , so bad-temper

so un-nice.

Why ? I wouldn't want to see these change in you

If only , you can be back to the usual you...

you can deny for all you want ,

but in you , you know yourself better.

I don't know what to say.

But some kind of , uneasy i guess .

Just don't wish to see you become like that.

well , i guess , i stupid uh ?

for what i still care when he don't even appreciate ?

LMAO !

I'M BOREDDDDDDDD & HOTTTTT !

okay. Was on th pone until 3 yesterday night

& i woke up at 8 to go for praying

then everyone came my house

I slept.

Supposed to be out with LPdarling or Kayong for movie

BUTTT !! , i'm tire and lazy !

Sorry people.

Boredd

Playing game with Ky now.

ahahha

LMAO

Ciaos !

Oh well , i'm so bored okay !

Let me tell you this , I studied geograpy only THIS MORNING

Alright alright. I know i shouldn't

but at least , i managed to study

Just hope i'll pass , i guess .

Went for Duman High's Concert yesterday

Reached home rather late because i had supper with my cousins family.

Well , reached home , and again , on the phone (:

Always , waiting for your message (:

Some says i'm bad.

Some says i'm wrong.

Some says it's wasted.

But do you ever know ,so what if you think it is, he don't.

ahhaa !

Oh well, i'm happy with my life now ,and it's still going to be.

I only believe in one word, Fate (:

Your hands around my waist ,

just let the music play :DDDD