What's wrong with you ?

I don't know why ,things just get into you , like always

Yes , you may be suffering ,

but whatever it is ,

you just don't wish to face everything

you left this rel without solving anything ,

and just left a pile of shit behind

what is wrong with you ?

is freedom all you just wanted

what are you thinking then

after 2 years of rel ,

you just said ,

''i need to be alone , to be single''

then what's left for me ?

i'm willing to sacrifice everything for you ,

why can't you ?

isn't it too hard to start afresh everything again ?

you told me ,

'' Theres still some improvement in this rel , we might have a chance to be together again''

i still remember those phrase, don't you ?

you told me to carry on my life ,

how am i supposed to when everything comes so unpredictable,

i have to settle everything myself , to cool down

and i just don't believe such thing will happen to us.

i'm clearing up the mess , but you ?

just running away

you seems so happy with your life now , don't you

honestly ,it hurts me even more now.

i didn't know what's wrong with you ,

when will you grow to be more considerate and think otherwise

you're just agreeing with your own thinking ,

but you never understand what others said to you

i'm disappointed

i don't know how am i supposed to talk some sense into you ,

after saying so much things.

i didn't know how ...

Counting down 10 days to my birthday

am i gonna celebrate with you just like last year again ?

NO ! i want to celebrate with you , happily.

Same things always happen during this period of time