I didn't know what is wrong within me

everyone misunderstand me

including you

isit because the way i show love and care to anyone else is in a different way ?

or isit because i really don't know what i'm thinking ?

things aren't the way it should be

i mean ,

the way i do things aren't to stop you from doing nor to hurt you

but why ?

everyone is misunderstand it ?

whywhywhy ?

i'm down and upset , really

what can i do next ?

it's hard to carry on life this way

how i wish my life will stop here

sigh

i thought things are turning rather good and smoothly ,

but whatever you did ,

makes me wonder

am i really that bad to anyone else ?

it simply just a question mark

i din't want anyone to leave me right now

i need the courage to be the used-to-be me

but how ?

noone is helpping ,but just there to complain

including you

so , how am i going to carry on ?

sigh

all i can say is,

i love everyone of you

as usual

and of cos ,

my boy

HAPPY 2ND YEAR ANNIVERSARY

it didn't turn out well ,

but could there be a new fresh start ?

you aren't trying it anyway

all i can say is , blame me

i love you from the bottom of my heart

and it's like , always i do

Alright ,will be going overseas with boy and his relatives ,families , my parents and my aunt.

i don't wish to step out from this

i really don't wish to

My handphone is spoilt

i supposed noone can contact me now

but it's alright ,

sigh ~