HELLO !!

I suddenly feel so stupid.

I don't know what makes me think this way so sudden.

okay , let me explain.

I love you , yes i really do.

& all along , you did nothing wrong

& i really mean nothing wrong.

You chose to leave , i can only regret.

During this 1month plus of break-up ,

We have been dragging this for so long.

You may seems so happy , like as if nothing had happen.

But sadly, i know you too well.

This is not how you feel , but just hiding everything inside you.

When i asked you stuff like , love me or not ,

or i even told you , to just tell me , you love me nomore ,

but again , you told me , there's still some love but not like before.

Or when i asked you have you ever thought of being tgt again, & again , you told me that , sometimes you thought of.

I don't know if whatever you said were true.

Sometimes , it makes me feel so happy when i hear all these.

& I thought that , yes, there may a chance.

But now , whatever you do , it's just not like you.

I don't know.

I let you go , yes, you did go.

But , you are still holding on to the strand of line ,

sometimes pulling me back , yet sometimes letting me go.

So now , you have only 2 choices , to either let me go , or pull me back.

Please , don't leave me hanging , i just feel so dead.

The most important thing now you really have to do is ,

to sort out everything in your mind.

Yes, i can choose to let things go.

But i just don't want to regret.

Because , i know , when i walk away , i'll never return.

& i mean really never.

So , once i get you that definite answer ,

i'll go it that way.

I've regretted once ,

& i'm not going to regret anymore

Don't treat me like a fool please .

Like i say , come straight to the point.

Stop all these crap.

Stop turning here & there , making one big round.

I know you aren't tire , but i am.

& also , if you want me to let go ,

then never ever return to me anymore.

Don't ever appear in my life again ,

when i have already started a new life.

2 years .

We have been going through together for 2 years.

& with one blink ,

we have come so far till we finally ended this with some stupid reason.

C'mon, this is ridiculous.

Somehow , when i reflected back

I feel that we are both so stupid.

We quarrelled over the unnecessarily.

& always , we are quarrelling over the same thing.

I know , partly is my fault .

But everything is over.

Perhaps, we should learn to change .

Learn to accept the bad point in us .

That is all i can say.

If you see this , then that's good.

You should really reflect on what you're doing.

If you really love me nomore , just let me go.

Or otherwise.

I'm tire of hanging in the middle of nowhere.

I'll wait for the answer...