What gonna happen next ?

I wanted to trust you

i wanted to have the faith in you

i wanted to believe you

i wanted to trust my own instinct

But ! ,now , i don't even dare to

i'm so afraid that i may be very disappointed

so what actually am i gonna do ?

sighh

i believe that my birthday is gone , really gone

no calls , no messages

i know your answer

I'm tire ........